It's Friday, Friday...

Today I'm thankful for the following...

1. Good, true friends who stick by me, who are always there for me and who love me no matter what.

2. Finally finding "my" perfect mascara.  Like the perfect chocolate chip cookie recipe, I have long been obsessed with finding the best mascara and I think I've found it.  I had a brief flirtation with "They're Real" by benefit but quickly grew tired of the price, the fact that it dried up so quickly and that I had to drive to the mall to buy another tube.  Then Nat did a comparison of some mascaras and spoke highly of L'oreal's Voluminous False Fiber and I gave it a whirl. Guess what?  It totally rocks.

3. Memories of a wonderful, dear friend who passed away this week after a long fight with cancer.  Debbie Merrill went to camp with me many years and I admired her quiet strength and her incredible patience and kindness.  She's one of those people who you never heard speak harshly about anyone or raise her voice in anger - she was just good.  I have a lot of wonderful memories but one of my most favorite of all of my 11 years at YW camp involved Debbie.  Most of the girls were off doing the polar bear dip and a few of us leaders waited behind in the field.  For some reason, Debbie picked up the microphone and lip synced to James Brown's "I Feel Good."  It was SO out of character.  Debbie was very quiet and didn't need the spotlight - ever.  But those few moments where she let loose and danced and channeled James Brown are forever imprinted in my memory. It was the best.  She was a devoted wife to Dan and mother to Logan and Jana and I feel so blessed having known her these past 14+ years.


Lynda, Debbie, Tricia and Audrey



Let's get this here blog going again...

I don't know about you but I miss my blog. I miss capturing the little things in my life that I know I will forget as time goes on so I'm going to try again by doing a gratitude journal here leading up to Thanksgiving. I will not promise to write every day but I'm going to try. And if you can't get on my blog to comment using Google Chrome, I'm sorry because I can't either. I also changed my layout because it would never let me do a new post in the old one. And now my photos are too big but at least I can post, right? Okay, enough whining...here are some little things I'm thankful for.

1. I'm thankful for finally finding the perfect chocolate chip cookie recipe.  This chocolate chip cookie recipe is truly the best I've ever made. I've been going to my friend Susan's house for dinner on Sundays and when I ask everyone what they want for dessert, it's always this recipe. I don't know if it's the dark brown sugar, the chilling the dough overnight, the mini chocolate chips or all of those things but truly, you must make this cookie. We make them with an ice cream scoop (bake 12-13 minutes or until it's golden around the edges) and serve warm with a glass of milk. Heaven.

2. I'm thankful for an affordable and awesome foundation.  I have been using L'oreal's BB cream for the last month or so and I adore it. Excellent lightweight coverage - seriously try it.  I use medium, in case you were wondering what shade you should get. Available at Target, Walgreens or wherever for like $8.

3. I'm grateful for "Red" the new Taylor Swift cd, album, whatever it's called.  It's really good even though I'm not really in her target demographic.  I can't stop listening to it even though I really want to switch to Christmas music full time...soon...soon...

Mother's Day

Mother's Day was much better this year for a lot of reasons.  We celebrated my mom on Saturday. Jen and her kids came up and we ran around getting a few last minute things, like a new BBQ for mom.  I love this self portrait of us.

My cute niece McKenzie helped me with the baking.  I cannot believe she is going to be 14 this fall!

After we ate, we played a little backyard "baseball" which was very fun.  Except I cannot hit.  At.  All.

Leah then came by and surprised me with flowers.  Love that girl.

Ben called a bit later and asked if I'd help him complete his Mother's Day shopping by driving him to the store.  He ditched me for a bit and got me these perfect earrings, a DC and my favorite gum.  So very sweet and thoughtful.

On Sunday, church was less than painful this year (thankfully.)  Then I went over to Mom's and we had dinner together. Cindy came over a bit later with these cute tulips and kisses. Love this girl.
 

Late birthday recap

My birthday was nearly two months ago but since I've been on a bit of a blogging vacation, it never made the blog.  So in an effort to move my last somewhat whiny post down a bit, I'm going to play a little catch up and blog about my wonderful 45th birthday.

I took the day off on the actual day and met Lynda and Greg for lunch at Spaghetti Factory.  They brought me Greg-selected gifts...a fun hair thing to wear at camp and an electric bug zapper.  I've mentioned before how much I adore this guy but seriously, I adore him. (Know any fantastic 20-something women looking for a great guy??? I'd love to get him married off!)

After lunch, I met Michelle for a movie to see The Avengers - loved it.  But during the movie, I started getting panicked texts from Susan so after the movie I called her to find out what was wrong.  Our friend Bret had passed away suddenly and unexpectedly.  Bret and I met at Boeing more than 20 years ago and then I became friends with his wife Tammy through our camp service a few years ago.  It was heartbreakingly sad and I plan on yelling at him for dying on my birthday when I see him again. (Kidding...mostly.)

Despite the sadness, my family and the Kings were gathering at Red Robin for my birthday dinner so I put on a happy face and carried on.  Here are my beautiful sisters, Jaylene and Jenilee.

Cindy and Rylee

But my day wasn't over yet!  After dinner, I went up to the church for dance festival practice where everyone serenaded me and we celebrated with Oreos, then, to the King's for gifts.

When I finally got home, I found this fun sight, courtesy of Leah and Paige.  They decorated my "porch" and more and I loved it.

They wrote on my (eww, dirty) kitchen window.

This was one of my favorite things - this sea of colorful post-its stayed up for a couple of weeks, in fact.  So fun!

I celebrated at work too, coming in to find all of these fun things waiting on my desk when I finally decided to roll on in.

One bag contained some of this yummy goodness.  Have you tried it yet?  Yum.

My boss (well, his wife, really) sent me this amazing bag.  It's the perfect tote for travel - simply beautiful.

I also got wonderful gifts in the mail from my far away friends like all of the Catron ladies.  I know what a pain it is to ship things so these gifts are especially meaningful.  My birthday went on and on this time - from a surprise Oreo delivery from Natalie to a belated birthday cake from my mom.  All of this love helped make this a truly wonderful birthday.

Needy

I've been feeling "off" all week.  I'm totally putting on a (mostly) happy face for the world around me but I've finally figured out that I'm feeling needy.

I kind of hate the word "needy."

When you're a most-of-the-time satisfied singleton like me, you are independent, you don't need anyone to do anything for you, you can take care of yourself, thank you very much, etc.

But this week...for whatever reason, I just...NEED.

I need someone to go to lunch with me like this cute girl did on Monday.

I need to not have to go alone to a spouses-included BBQ for the stake youth leaders I serve with (but I did and it was mostly fine.)

I need someone to bring me a Slurpee like this wonderful and so-in tune-it-scared-me-a-bit girl did on Thursday.

I need someone who will make an effort to talk to me first when I'm feeling awkward and dorky in a crowd.

I need someone to invite me to spend the 4th of July with their family, like these awesome people did.  And to top it all off, they didn't make me feel like a third wheel and the amazing husband told me I should plan on spending all holidays with them since he knew holidays are hard for me. (Yes I had to walk away when he said it so he wouldn't see me fighting back the tears.)

I need someone to call me or text me just because they are thinking of me and not because I called or texted first.

And if that makes me needy, well, so be it.

June...in photos

With only 10 minutes left in June, I'm scrambling to post at least once this month.  How incredibly sad is that?  Sigh.  So, here are a bunch of pics from fun times I had in June.  Two things I realized when loading these pictures?  One, I wear black entirely too much (although several of these pics are from the same day.)  Two, my life is pretty dang awesome.

Me and the kids...love love love.

Dani and Michelle

Lovely Lilly.

Another graduate...Paige.  So love this girl.

Oh just me and a hot dog. No big deal.

We're on a boat!

Someone was VERY excited to get a JB watch

Celebrating Jen's b-day.  I adore my family.

Me and my cute momma in her ginormous back yard

Rylee, Leah and best-photo-face-ever-Kenna

Just two girls, preparing to scatter a little sunshine

Eric, Abbie & Josh

Lisa popping in.  And Kim was here!!! Oh happy day...

Celebrating Kim's visit.  What was with the black?  Sheesh.

At the temple

Cody, Linsie & Paige at Linsie's last dance recital

Leah and Glenn - best Slurpee deliverers ever!

Riding a sea lion

Me and a statue on a super fun day

To tide you over

In the last month...

I said goodbye to my friends the Ekins who moved to Ohio. (boo hiss)

I went to lots of planning meetings and rehearsals for our youth dance festival.

I went to said dance festival (it totally rocked.)

I went to Idaho to help a girl I love pick out a wedding dress (yeah yeah, I cried.)

I saw Kristin Chenoweth in concert (a total dream come true.)

I learned how to play mahjong and even won one round (no not the matching tiles game on your computer.)

I turned 45 and celebrated (aka mourned) greatly the fact that I'm an old woman.

I ate at Old Spaghetti Factory three times.

I lost two people I loved in shocking and unexpected ways.

I nursed my aching back and spent entirely too much money on chiropractic co-pays.

I saw two movies: The Avengers and The Lucky One.

I caught a cold.

I laughed a lot.

I cried a lot.

I texted a lot.

I pondered my life a lot.

What I didn't do is sleep a lot.

What I also didn't do is blog.

At all.

More to come...it'll be good, Leah. I promise.